Hi my name is Rebecca and I humbly beg anyone who can pray for us, to please please help us and do so!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My husband and I have been married for 20 years and have a 18 years old that just thanks be God almighty, he graduated 2 weeks ago!!! Finally! He has a spectum disorder called P.D.A.( PATHOLOGICAL DEMAND AVOIDANCE) ADHD, PTSD, DYSGRAPHIA, LOW MITOCHONDRIA DNA THAT IS RESPOSIBLE FOR CARRYING ENERGY FROM FOODS TO DIFFENT PARTS OF HIS BODY AND HE DOESNT HAVE ENOUHJ DNA TO KEEP SUPPÑYING HIS BODY WITH THE ENERGY HE NEEDS!!! HE AVOIDS EVERYTHING THAT IS OVERWHELMING AND HAS STANDARS TO LIVE UP TO AND NOW THAT HES GRADUATED IM AFRAID HE'LL WITHER GET AO DEPRESSED FROM NOT HAVING THE ENERGY HE NEEDS TO LIVE A NORMAL REPONSIBLE INDEPENDENT LIFE FULL OF OPPORTUNTY!!! HE NEVER HAD ENOUGH ENERGY TO ATTEND SCHOOL EVEN HALF OF THE TIME!!! BC HE HAS BEEN SO ISOLATED I ALLOWED HIM TO PLAY ONLINE AROUND THE AGE OF 14 JUST TO DEAL WITH THE ISOLATION AND ANXIETY ETC. AND IT HAS BEXONE A FULL BLOWN ADDICTION THAT IVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO REEL BACK IN AGAIN!!!! I THOUGHT IT WOULD JUST BE A PHASE AND AFTER GETTING SEVERAL HUNDREDS OF HOURS OF THERAPY OF ALL KINDS AND OTHER SERVICES FOR THE LAST 10 YEARS HE HASNT EEM TO REALLY IMPROVE OR GEOW MUCH AT ALL!! HE HAS AN INCREDIBLY POOR WORKING MEMORY:( IM CONCERNED THAT HE'LL SPEND HIS LIFE MISSERBLE AND FEELING LIKE AN UTER FAILURE FOR SOMETHING HE CAN'T CONTROL AND THE ONLY HELP THE DRS HAVE ARE TO PUT HIM ON STIMULANTS!!! WHUCH I REALLY DONT LIKE!!!!!! IM INCREDBLY WORRIED THAT HE WILL STAY STUCK AND NEVER GROWUP BC HE IS COMPLETELY CONTROLLED BY HIS COMPUTER AND WE LIVE IN AN APARTMENT AND ITS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO DISCIPLINE HIM BC I CAN GET KICKED OUT FOR SOME OF HIS BEHAVIORS AND WE COULD END UP HOMELESS!!!!:(
MY HUBAND IS A RECOVERING Alcoholic and he is a terrible dry drunk and has traded his alcoholism for a gambling addiction now. Has been for 10 year and has been rounding up every purchase he makes to the nearest 10th dollar amount and keeps it. The more purchases he makes the more he makes for himself!!! He stealing from my son and I. I have 12 chronic pain causing conditions and I am so overwhelmed and completely Unqualified to affective help either one any more!!! Im sooooo BURNED OUT TRYING TO GELP PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE THAN HAPPY STAYING SICK!!!!:( ITS ABSOLUTELY HEARTBREAKING!!! ITS LITTERALLY KILLING ME!!!! I CAN FEEL IT!!! THE STRESS OF MY HUSBANDS SNEAKING AROUND, PLAYING MIND GAMES, BE8NG PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE AND A PATHOLIGICAL LIAR/ NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY!!!!
I AM SOOOOOOO DESPERATE FOR OUR HEAVENLY FATHER TO HEAL OUT WHOLE FAMILY!!! MY MARIIAGE IS LITTERALLY FALLING APART BC OF TRUST ISSUES WITH MY HUSBAND NOT TO MENTION ALL OF WHAT I MENTIONED BEFORE. HES ALSO BEEN HERE 27 YEARS FEOM MEXICO AT AGE 15 AND HAS NEVER LEARNED FLUENT ENGLISH SO IT IS VERY HARD TO COMMUNICATE WITH HIM AND HE HAS NEVER HAD THE ABILTY TO SPEAK IN FULL SENTENCES AND FULL COVERATIONS LEADING ME TO WONDER IF HE EVEN REALLY LOVES OR CARES ABOUT US!!!???:***( IM SO EXHAUSTED FROM BEING CONFUSED AND HEARTBROKEN FOR BOTH AND NOW IM NOT SURE IF IM CSLLED TO STAY WITH A TOXIC ABUSIVE MSN THAT DOESNT SEEM TO RESPECT OR LISTEN TO ANYTHING I SAY OR ANYTHING THAT GOD IS REVEALING TO MY HEART AND SOUL. MY HUSBSND HAS ALSO LOST 100 LBS IN LIKE 5 MONTHS AND WAS ONLY TRYING TO LOSE 30 LBS ON LIPOZENE AND IS NOW UNABLE TO GAIN WEIGHT AT ALL!!! HE LOOOKS SOOOOO ILL AND SICKLY AND EVERONE KERPS ASKING IF HES OKAY AND I DONT KNOW??!!!!! HE WILL NOT GO TO THE HOSPITAL EVEN THOUGH OUR SON AND I HAVE BEEN BEGGUNG HIM FOR A YEAR TO GO NOW!!!! :****( HE ALSO BEEN SLEEPING NON STOP WHEN HE IS HERE AND WE CAN BARELY KEEP HIM AWAKE!!!!! HE IS VERY WEAK AND HAS NO ENERGY ANY MORE!!! IM SO SO SAD AND IM FEELING UTTERLY DEPLETED AFTER POURING MY EVERY FIBER OF WHO I AM INTOOUR FAMILY AND THEM!!! I HAVENT MADE FRUE DS IN 20 YEARS. IVE BEEN COMPLETELY ISOLATED FROM EVERYONE, LITTERALLY AND I CANT LIVE ALONE ANYMORE. EVEN WHEN HES HERE HE ACTS AS IF OUR SON AND I ARE GHOSTS AND WALKS PAST US WITHOILUT EVEN REALIZING WE EXIST EVERY SINGLE DAY!! AT THIS POINT I FEEL SO TRICKED!!! HE SAID HE WAS A CHRISTIAN AND HE SO DOESN'T LIVE LIKE ONE AT ALL!!¡!!! IM TIRED. I WANT MY FAMILY AND MARRIAGE TO GET BETTER, HOWEVER I DONT WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE USED AND ABUSED!!! WE NEED CHRISTIAN COU NSLING BUT EACH ONE I CALL DOESNT TAKE ISURAMCE AND IS ONLY PRIVATE PAY!!!! IM TIRED OF SECULAR COUNSELORS!!! TBEY LOOK AT ME LIKE I HAVE 2 HEADS WHEN I SPEAK ABOIT GOD AND "LISTENING" TO JESUS AND AO FORTH!!! ITS DEMEANING AND ISNT HELPFUL!!!! I REALLY PRAY THAT I CAN FIND A PLACE WE CAN GET THE HELP OUR MARRIAGE AND FAMILY SOOOO DEPERATLY NEEDS!!!!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR HEALING, PROTECTION AND CONTINUED PROVISIONS!!!! PLEASE I BELIEVE PRAYER IS THE BEST MEDICINE!!!! SO THANK YOU TO ALL THE LIVING ,CARING AND KIND PEOPLE WHO CARED ENOUGH TO READ ÁLL OF THIS AND STOP TO PRAY FOR MY FAMILY AND I!!! SINCERELY, REBECCA🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
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